


| Welcome to my "Tag Team" page. Here I will share how much I love my birth children and how much they are appreciated as a gift from God. I feel about my children like God feels about us, 'his' children.... "anyone hurting my child, is as if someone is touching my eyeball" .... Very irritating isn't it? I'm so sure! Any way... Here's part of my heart I will share with all of you. Feel my love! |
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| Alive.... Babies My two brothers and my Sister Would tease me, Tell me that my dolls Couldn't feel nothing; That they are just plastic. I would cry! I would pray to God at night So hard, To make my dolls real. And one day, My mother saw me this way. Sitting by my window With tears flowing. She asked me, “What is wrong?” I told her, “I wished my dolls alive Mama”, “I’ve wished them alive, And God Won't bring them to life”. She told me, “In the future, God, will give you your own babies Alive babies”. I smiled! I told her I wish for My Dolls to be Alive. She says to me, “That will never happen”. “Man made them, But what God makes will be alive”. I always felt the truth in those words That is why, I never gave up on having my own alive babies. At first, I didn't think it was in the cards for me! I would look out my window In my adulthood, And still wish for My alive babies. After burying two babies In less than 2 years apart, I would surely cry. And when the third one was not born alive, I would cry out, why? I had the glitch of hope, I cope I could still hear my mothers voice say, “What God Makes will be alive”. So I kept trying, Against a lot of people will I still never gave up; It cost me a lot still. But when I look at, My own Three Reasons That are ALIVE now; I know in my heart That the gift of life, Is what I was put here for. I've made it happen I made it so, Against a lot of people will I have my Alive Babies; I am watching them grow. © Copyright 2002 The Music Lady. All Rights Reserved. From my book "Eilena Abigail" |
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